It’s not because of the money.
It’s not because of being electronically deaf and mute now.
It’s even not because of all the telephone numbers.
It’s only because of the memories I have lost, the memories that were on record, stored in piles and piles of text messages. Memories of better times, memories of brighter moments.
It was my greatest fear to unnoticeably forget how I enjoyed the time with her. The fear, that somewhen there will be only a subtle notion left of the wonderful felicity that had happened to me. The fear, that somewhen all my memories will fade to grey and thus I will become emotionless regarding the luck and joy I had.
I am deeply drowned in fear.
Current mood: Amnesia has just begun
Currently listening to: Pixies - Where is my mind?